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The whole world's making use of me
Friday, January 14, 2011, 3:10 AM
I don't know for what reason you came into my life to become someone this important yet I can't haveFor what God brought you to me to bring you away from me again But whatever it is please.. at least for now, spare my A's. - I need to know who my true friends are. Or maybe I do, just that I'm still too immature to know to treasure those who are worth. Or most probably there aren't even any. Honestly when I've troubles now I don't even know who to turn to And I don't know who I can trust or talk to You know smth? Blogging is actually the greatest comfort/console I can find The best 'person' I can vent to Pathetic Maybe my expectations' too high I need someone who's like the one who was always by my side I had the best feeling of the best listening ear who could give me the best comfort Maybe that's the reason I can't settle for anything lesser now But I know it's impossible unless there's special feelings within Friends are never like that. I don't think I'll ever find one anymore. - Seriously stop treating me like shit Time to stop being too easy-going or joker before every single person loses their respect for me It kinda suck. I feel made use of. Forget it why am I treating life so seriously?? I shouldn't right. Should just go around flirting fucking everyone hurting everyone and do whatever I like. Zzz. Looking at somebody's case, it suddenly dawned on me Why am I whining so much about not having a sibling when others don't even have parents Seriously, be contented already. - Selfish like I said so a year back? Or maybe to you, I wasn't even the one. Right from the start. |