HELLO! This is QianQian's place!
and ****** is the love.
Qian.
4FOUR'09
J105'10
Amkss;Redcrosser
YJC;Volleyballer
♥ the piano and you:D
Photos!
Love walking in the rain alone at midnight
Sunday, January 30, 2011, 1:00 PM
Ok I need at least 2 more tops and I'm done! Super lazy & not excited to shop this year I don't know why.But I super loveeee the uniqlo jeans I bought ytd hehe :D
It kinda suck when everything around you goes wrong all at the same time.
But still I'm thankful I always have a few people that always care & are there(:
Count myself lucky to have them or unlucky to need them?
I swear you don't know what I'm going through this past 1.5years.
Holding on isn't as easy as it seems k.
Especially when you fucking keep giving me mixed signals or signals that destroy the faith.
When close friends ask I don't even know what to say.
To say & rant or just bottle it inside.
Many a times I just reply with superficial crap answers, not because I wanna hide anything,
but rather I really really don't want to think/emo about it.
and I hateee showing a down side so I really rather act like everything's a joke to me and laugh it off though it's really not funny at all.
I'm trying really really hard not to think.
So please. Don't make me break down.
And it sucks ttm to see you and everyone else in other jcs chionging so so hard and myself slacking here!!
But how to start when I'm so affected? tell me?
I can never understand how girls or rather passives can do it so easily - put everything aside and focus.
Damn no matter how hard I try I never succeed in this.
I have a bad bad habit that I have to change soon to save myself from all these crap.
Shouldn't have listened to that song.
It really hurts. so much.
And I don't think I can ever forgive you if this is the way you want things to end.
You broke all your promises. Fucking liar.