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Friday, January 7, 2011, 3:49 PM
Screw maths test today.If I pass = confirm mark wrong cause I only did 34marks out of 100 -.- Oh well, I don't feel unhappy or anything since I came relaxed prepared to fail~ But for some reason was so nervous this morning that I farted thrice in the train hahaha & almost vomited ): Cold sweat like nobody's business almost fainted! First day of school fear or smth? ._. I realise I feel so much more comfortable talking/sleeping/being close w guys etc like won't shy or weird lol k random. It's just weird sleeping/being too close esp physically w girls, even close ones?! Damn now I think I'm really a boy in a girl's bodeh hahaha Almost broke down thinking too much ytd. I hate thinking soo much feeling all complicated & not even knowing who I am, what I want. Hate such crap/htht coming in before a test/exam affecting me make me can't study the whole night! And no no one will understand what I'm thinking/feeling cause even I myself isn't sure. -.- And I'm easy-going, only if you don't mean a thing. If you do I'll tend to expect more & get more xiaoqi I don't likee ): That's why almost all friends say I'm easy-going cause they don't mean much to me! I won't even be bothered/angry about anything they do ._. Oh and I'm kinda happy cause I feel the momentum coming in the study mood and everything is coming back & once it does I won't stop till after A's I promise ^^ Ok going Nex to get belated x'mas presents I know its damn belated!! Don't know why everytime you're back I feel so happaye heh. |