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Qian.
4FOUR'09
J105'10
Amkss;Redcrosser
YJC;Volleyballer
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Simplicity
Wednesday, December 1, 2010, 4:37 AM
Alright shall post some photos of the people I've been spending my hols so far with!
Weird orgasmic face (Mary)
I like this photo!
Pervert trying to touch me
I LIKE THIS PHOTO & EFFECT HAHA
Mary & Karen look like some maids from the agency please
(Mary's like the good maid Karen's like the bad maid tuck out shirt haha)
(Mary's like the good maid Karen's like the bad maid tuck out shirt haha)
I look like some handsome worker hahahaha
FYNs!
<3
I've got many feelings about friends these 2days
I don't know what's happening inside me why I'm feeling this way
it's not supposed to be like this
God if this is what you're planning for me
PLEASE DON'T.
I believe God knows whats best for me, and what I really want.
And another thing.
I feel really sian.
I need to be able to stand in your shoes to know how you feel
before I can give any advice or take any sides
I feel you should for the sake of the clique give it a try
but yet I know the torments you've been through and that it's not easy
so please don't ask me.
Until I'm able to take a stand,
I really don't know how to react cause both sides are consulting me -.-
For now I can say after these 11months of knowing my jc friends
there are 4-5 friendships I really treasure/start treasuring already
these 4-5 people who've once been there for me
people I consider as true friends? probably 75% true for now.
There's not a single one I can 100% trust yet. Not so soon.
I really do hope that I'm able to have a deeper friendship with this 1 other friend though
I don't think she's really caring & at times a little immature
but I find her to be someone I'd want to go to for advices
& she's understanding too
and somehow at times when problems are too complicated and no one understands
I need someone like this
I feel she'll be one who can understand
Not that none of the 4-5 people are like this
There's 2 of them who somehow understands & I can feel they really wanna help me too
Haha I never say but I can feel ok!
Sighhhh
Sometimes I think I really suck
I should really learn to stop being bias and treat all friends equally
I've been treating some people really badly these days
not because I hate them
maybe just pms?
If y'all don't know I've been a bias person from sec school or maybe pri school till now
Not bias to prettier people
but to people I prefer
yet people who are nice to me if I don't really care about them or they are not as fun to be with
I naturally treat them not as well ):
I wonder whose my best friend in jc. Hahaha.
I've got 2answers, but not gonna say it!
Actually
I'm a really simple person and all I want is a simple life w true friends & the one I love
but the world has to be this complicated
complicated thoughts in people all around me is forcing me to have to be careful
who to trust and who not to
who'll stab me and who I can rely on
and all these disallows the simplicity I've always wanted
If only I had you by my side.
Everything would be much much easier.
Ok!
Tomorrow's mission!
1) Finish Maths 3.1 till qn16
2) Revise Maths SS1 + all qns in qnbank
3) Learn part of JW piano
4) Physics chapter 12+tutorial
MUST FINISH! FINISH I'LL GO NEX & REWARD MYSELF WITH SHILIN JI PA!
There's a reason why God brought me to you.