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and ****** is the love.
Qian.
4FOUR'09
J105'10
Amkss;Redcrosser
YJC;Volleyballer
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Expectations.
Thursday, December 2, 2010, 4:13 AM
I don't dare to expect anymore.Nor assume anything.
Cause I realise..
Everytime I expect, all I end up with is a load of disappointments.
But when I don't, I get surprises that really make me happy.
I just hope it's me.
Anyway!
933 tmrw k!
Guess why I choose tmrw! I think you'll know :D
Sleep at 12 if there's nothing by that time then
Don't want you to stay too late cause I guess you need to wake early the next morning(:
Zzz scarly you don't even bother -.-
So many thoughts & feelings.
Follow my heart and stop trying to change how it feels.
I wonder if I'm still irreplaceable.
-
Slap myself I only achieved one thing on my today's mission list.
And that is to learn part of JW song. -.-
All the maths/physics studies related all zero, as usual.
I really can't get myself to study maths since I last touched it way before promos!!!!!!!!!!!
Teach me how to go back to studying!
You know
I'm like a stupid enzyme that has a really really huge activation energy
And only when I'm activated then I can study really well at the optimum level
And when I think I study alot already, even if I know its not enough, I'll be denatured and start slacking -.-
Worse of all
when everything promos all ends and I stop studying
I need a super super huge motivation to be able to start charging again
Cause once I start to slack I can't stop -.-
but the good thing is once I start charging I can't stop too ^^
SO PLEASE SOMEONE GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO START CHARGING TILL NEXT YEAR END ALREADY. NOW. NOW. NOW.
OH and before I forget I better write this down.
Kbox & Unstoppable with clique.
Narnia with FYNs.
Outing with wanpig.
K these are the things I want to do & yet done haha.
COME ON SOMEONE DATE ME OUT FOR KBOX! Why is everyone busy!
Sian ttm I've to see a fucking face in the chalet
Didn't wanna go at first but why the hell should I sacrifice for that asshole
@#$%?^&!*
Luckily my girl will be away if not I'll go crazy whenever that idiot uses his phone -.-
Just the thought of that ugly thing pisses me off I'm going to sleep now
I feel useless
Not that I don't trust youuuu
I dooooo
Aiyahhhhhhhhh you don't understand the fear
K nights(:
Shi wo ma?? ):