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Saturday, December 4, 2010, 5:38 AM
I swear I fucking hate people who ask me to shut upNb spoilt my mood for a whole 20min
Those who know me well should know k
I hatee people shouting at me/asking me to shut up/give me those irritated expressions when I didn't do anything
And don't try to a minute later come talk to me as if you weren't rude to me a minute ago
Sorry if to some people shut up is fine they think I'm lame for getting angry over this
Too bad
This is me not happy then FUCK OFF
Damn it if one more person does this to me when he/she already knows I don't like people doing this
I swear nothing good will happen
And amongst them I thought you knew me the most.
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And honestly you
I know you have a character you have attitude WHATEVER
I always tolerate cause I know if I don't
that's probably the end of our friendship/clique
that's why I have a hard hard time talking to you
Cause I must be careful of every word I say to you lest you suddenly get angry
But that doesn't mean your character's fine?
Srsly
Stop ignoring people & showing attitude when you feel like it
stop doing things you don't like others to do to you
It's just because we're a clique so I don't want things to become ugly
And yes I treasure this clique alot
So I don't want it to split up
Sorry but I just had to vent it here or it'll turn worse if I vent it right on you
Friendships nowadays
It's getting really different
Maybe because I start treasuring my friends
In the past I don't
I was like you
full of myself think I biggest
that's why I scold anyone who pisses me off
regardless of whether it'll affect the friendship
that's why I made like 6girls cry, a few of which were actually my close friends
that's why I lost some friends
But now everything's different
Maybe because I don't have someone I can 100% rely on now in yj like I had wanting in amkss
Even if I'm about to burst with anger inside
I have to tolerate swallow everything down
just because I don't want anything to happen to a few friendships/cliques I treasure
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Anyway!
Something related to you made my day again!
So worthless stuff obviously won't affect me much haha
SO I'M HAPPY!
Because every single day after seeing _____ I feel super happy
and I saw it again today(:
I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME.
I PROMISE I'LL START LATEST ON TUESDAY.
I think Nobody Jayesslee version very nicee! Sonia super pretty!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9DyeXa71EE&feature=related
K nothing much to talk about.
Just that I realise.
I'm getting really competitive.
Not just studies.
And I hate it. I can't even control myself.
It's fine in studies since it motivates me to charge & it's quite normal la
I mean if you put in effort and some people who didn't study win you you'll feel fucked up right
I know many people last time damn fucked up with me cause I'm the don't-study-but-ace kind HAHA.
But please get rid of this competitive me from all other useless aspects
Ahhh this sucks
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I was pissed just now ok
I was just trying to control myself from guailaning you further
Cause if I did we won't even be going out anymore
judging by the fact if I scold you you'll most probably shoot me back and the end
Srsly I hate such unstable friendships that'd break at any quarrel once both sides refuse to give in
especially when I start treasuring the friendship already