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Monday, November 1, 2010, 9:17 PM
I hate this emptiness.OGL interview was... Seriously whatever my answers were I already can tell that you didn't even bother about me luh, so its kinda obvious you won't even consider letting me in. So...... who cares! LOL Honestly I'm 1000000times more concerned about my promotion. Must must must be punctual from now till 26 if not I really don't know what will happen ): Realise I'm someone who can only study & score with motivation. Like how I almost gave up on the chinese paper today, luckily a specific thought held me on, pulled me through, though it wasn't my best, not even 80% of what I'm capable of doing, at least I'm glad I didn't just gave up and anyhow. I was sooo sick of continueing the compo/compre, I was so bored by my own essay that I didn't even feel like concluding it -.- Though I was super happy cause I like the "ba ba de hua er luo le" passage haha. Its like I lost hope. But of course I knew how to pull myself back always ^^ This is like a motivation I need. Without it I'll just get a U or S, and with it I can just get an A. Yes the difference is this big, the impact is this great. I can't do without it during A levels. I'll just end up failing. I do hate myself at times for being so weak but still I feel fortunate to have such a huge motivation. And just.. someway.. somehow.. I know you'll never leave. If I'm lucky enough to get the mcqs I guessed correctly, then maybe hopefully a borderline A? Ah don't dare to hope so much, cause I think even a C isn't impossible ): Alalalalala normal lessons again tmrw. Sianzzz I always start loving things when they're coming to an end (studies I mean) cause I realise... I REALLY LOVE PW NOW AND I'M ACTUALLY EXCITED TO EVERYDAY'S PW LESSONS HAHA! I LOVE OP TOO SOMEHOW! I'LL MISS IT SOON ): To think I was the introvert saikang last time and refuse to say a word when mrs lai ask me to present articles LOL. Drained today, headache again. But I&R, OP conclusion & 1 ep of wgm before I go to bed heheee :D Hoho I really love my poohpooh alotttt^^ It's like something thats there for me every night I come home? LOL When I feel empty, hugging it makes me feel a whole 60% better.xD Agree with mary! Expect, and disappointments come. Don't expect, and surprises await. But sometimes it's just hard for me not to expect.. I don't want us to become a past. |