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Significance.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010, 3:20 AM
As expectedas soon as the holidays are nearing
other than studying
I don't know what to do.
I frigging knew the feeling of emptiness & loneliness will be back right after promos is over
That's why I loveeee how I worked during promos
Compared to many others I'm super good at controlling myself from the com that period of time.
But just as I expected.
Even before supp is over I'm already feeling lonely.
Not that I have no friends la.
Yes they fill up my life,
but the kind of loneliness I'm feeling isn't just physically.
It's the kind of emotional empty world not just anyone can enter and help.
I just hope the list of activities I have for myself is enough to keep me busy and turn off all emotional thoughts.
Arghhhhz why do you affect me sooo much?!
Worse many have work attachments and I don't
(but I'm quite thankful cause I'd hate to have half my holidays working)
And I don't wanna find a job too
I need this crucial one month to catch up with my studies
cause I realise this is the last long break before A levels
next year's June hols I'll have another set of stuff to study for
Treasure this last 30+ days to ace my foundation.
Ahhhhh.
Wake-up call after reading germ's blog.
Time's really running out.
2011-the year of hell-11months continuous mugging is coming.
A levels is in 11months time.
No more crap like for O's anymore.
My RJ tutor got all As and he started studying for A's in June.
But the difference is he did all his tutorials every single question consistently.
He always ace in common tests. -.-
Huge diff huh.
So that means I must start??? NOW. Duh.
Cause all undone tutorials and U grades test -.-
Blah blah blah all talk and no action forever.
I REALLY WANT TO PLAY WITH HAZEL THIS FRIDAY!! ):
Just came across someone's facebook
The efforts she put in for a pet dog
It just makes me feel she's a really sweet girl
Like nice, real, pretty, humble and all
Though I don't really know her
Any guy must be damn lucky to have her(:
like the kind of girl every girl will want to become.
But I never liked perfect-in-everyone's-eyes girls!
Perfect in mine can already ^^