HELLO! This is QianQian's place!
and ****** is the love.
Qian.
4FOUR'09
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YJC;Volleyballer
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Why force yourself to do something you don't even want to.
Saturday, October 30, 2010, 2:02 PM
I HATE YOUR FUCKING LOSERISH MINDSET OF ACCEPTING WHAT IS PUSHED TO YOU INSTEAD OF DOING SOMETHING TO CHANGE THINGS INTO WHAT YOU WANT.NOBODY DECIDES YOUR LIFE OTHER THAN YOU.
CONTINUE ACCEPTING FATE LIKE A LOSER AND YOU'LL GET NOWHERE IN LIFE.
THIS IS WHAT YOU FUCKING ALWAYS DO THAT MAKES ME FEEL RECKLESS AND START DOING SILLY THINGS.
AND END UP YOU SCOLD ME FOR DOING THAT.
I wasn't even unhappy AT ALL.
I was already contented like this.
I didn't even mind waiting.
It's your fucking mindset that made me unhappy again.
There is NO SUCH THING as SUPPOSED TO.
Why do you always lose hope?
Why must you think soooooooo much?
Why must you freaking want to do something that even you yourself will regret.
Your mindset & what you wanna do kills all the happy times and memories inside me.
It doesn't even retain it.
You know if you want something nobody can stop you. No one.
Fine.
If you really don't give a damn about me,
you can really bear to just let go and leave,
THEN GO. GO K! FUCKING GO. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE HERE THEN.
AND BREAK ALL YOUR PROMISES.
Thanks for making me cry just as I was rehearsing my OP. Fuck.
Love wasn't this complicated.
Don't make it be.