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Tuesday, October 19, 2010, 1:45 AM
I've got a really really long rant I want to post about for quite some time.About many many different people I met in jc.
I got many things to tell you, about every single one of them.
Really every single one.
I really hate many many things as days go by and I need to say it out.
I need to let it out before I go crazy okay.
And I need to lock this freaking post but I can't. -.-
I just want to rant to you seriously.
I'm really sick of tolerating and everything.
Damn I really need you to hear me out nowwwww
Sometimes I really feel sick of life.
I don't know what I'm doing.
But I believe in what I'm doing.
SO STOP FUCKING TRYING TO CHANGE ME AND MAKE ME DO WHAT I DON'T WANT TO.
I really HATE the purpose/motive of your doings.
It doesn't mean I have to be like you guys okay?!?!
Sorry but I'm not a fucking playboy like you all want me to be.
I don't treat relationships like a joke ya?
I don't find it fun at all to play with someone and dump and go for another and keep changing thinking its so fun and you're so charming pro by doing that or what?
Grow up seriously.
Stop trying to influence me, it won't work.
You think I'll get influenced by your warped view of love? HONESTLY.
And one more freaking time you guys bring that up, I'm not gonna smile and tolerate anymore.
Trust me I WILL FRIGGING FLARE.
Actually, not a single friend in jc can compare to the whole clique of 7monsters in sec school.
They're really the best. Willing to be there, listen to your problems, and they really care.
I just feel regretful why I was so bad to friends in the past and didn't treasure friends at all.
And actually, I miss one of them sometimes. (not you you noob haha you is all the time!)
She was really someone I could talk to and she really really would care.
I know she hates me now for some reasons (I find the reason funny haha but if I'm her I'll hate me too luh)
but still, I do miss that bro.
Damn this is real corny for a friend -.-
I think from sec4 till now,
I've got like a sudden growth spurt in maturity or something.
I feel like my thinking and all is really very adult now?
Maybe that's the reason why I can't stand the childish characters of many friends in jc.
Forget it.
Can't say too much here people will read. -.-''
Shall rant to myself in my drafts and be a zi bi kid la huh.
Really hope you'd be here.
Now I feel really... there's no one I can really be myself in front of and rant everything I want to now.
It really sucks when you know there's this someone who's your perfect listener yet...
you can't rant to her now.
Ah nvm.