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Qian.
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Sunday, September 26, 2010, 12:53 AM
First thing,THANK YOU FYNS FOR THE SUPER NICE CAKE AND THE BAG!
Thanks for yesterday.
Love you guys ttm (:
So that marks the end of my 17th birthday.
Happy happy but time to study. >:(
BUT.
I find so much fun in studying now.
That's a goooood thing~ :D
Realise my sacrifices made for studies are way too little.
I always thought I was hardworking enough now alrdy.
In the past I never concentrated this much.
I'd only study 2hours a day the most?
But now,
I'd ignore messages, not talk on the phone, not use the com, not eat till I finish my notes,
and I'd wake earlier to sit on the chair the whole day and do do do my work.
The contrast made me feel I'm really REALLY hardworking.
But I neglected the fact that my other friends from other JCs are working WAY harder.
Seriously.
That's the difference being in yj.
People around you slack so much that you don't even feel any stress. at all.
People can even say they feel stress seeing me work so hard when I'm like... a slacker? -.-
Na bei, I didn't expect there are actually people out there waking up at 6am to study on weekends.
I prioritise my sleep and health way too much.
Ok that's it.
Tomorrow onwards, 5hours sleep a day max.
My time's really running out.
Not that I'm afraid of retaining,
but I don't want to just pass or anything too.
And I'm really glad I have my motivation to keep me going.
Knowing you'll also be awake at 7plus 8plus in the morning really can drag me out of bed to study.
The advantage of having a hardworking girlfri muahahaha~
Have been wanting to make a list of things to do after promos cause there's already sooo much on my mind!
Some like putting braces (still considering cause I scared pain ): ),
learning hiphop (confirm learning!),
writing a song and all.
Shall post it out after I've done out the list!
From sec2 or sec3 I've been saying I wanna learn dance I wanna hiphop but never had the guts to really learn it.
Probably I was always afraid that I'd to solo in the dance class or whatever.
But nah I only have one teenage life to have all the fun and do all the things I want so not gonna wait no more!
My teenage life's ending in a few years time I'm gonna treasure it and learn everything I want.
So dancing will be the first in the list~ Heh
Oh probably gonna learn singing after A's hahaha.
Need more skills ah if not I only know piano & sports and nothing else :/
Oh.
Something important to do after promos too.
I really have to decide on the course I want in uni already.
Architect? Interior design? Psychology/Sociology? Economist? Business?
I really don't know.
I love designing but I don't know if the passion's strong enough to be my career.
Of course if you ask me what's my passion, it's definitely music.
But what. Being a piano teacher? A singer?!?! rubbish. I don't even know any career acquainted to music.
Psychology is really interesting but I'm scared of talking to mentally ill people -.-
Scared they will kill me while I counsel them Lol.
Then the most basic and useful course like economics/business where I'll able to go into any industry,
yet that's like a normal course kinda thing? Like just a basic skill?
I don't want a career that's... dead. like accounts and all.
Blah. Don't know what I'm saying already.
Shall sleep at 2 and wake at 8 (:
Realise if you don't have the guts to learn something,
the best way is learn it with your other half.
Super fun sweet motivating and won't scared!
Haha or with a best friend together go take up some stuff you're interested in after promos!
Take up dancing since you really like it(:
Don't know what I can do but for these 2years,
academics is definitely the top priority.
Any other passion/interest will have to wait till the hols so...
don't worry so much for now (:
You're not as worthless as how you say yourself to be.
At least to me. I think you're perfect the way you are.
JIAYOU STUDYING! <3