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FUCK.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010, 12:23 AM
My mum threw away my bolster...
My 16 years bolster...
My dearest bolster I've been hugging, talking, playing with, kissing and everything for 16years.Especially this year.
Dont know why I feel really really empty..
Feels worse than not talking to someone..
Feels like i lost somone for good and ill never see it again?
Wtf.
Forget it.
Sounds dumb yah yah,
no one will understand one lah.
Maybe except you.
When you weren't there for months,
at least i ALWAYS have my bolster to pei me.
Somehow fantasizing it as you can really make me smile the whole day.
I would literally lie on my bed for 3hours talking to it. -.-
Now even the bolster is gone lah!!!
I would literally lie on my bed for 3hours talking to it. -.-
Now even the bolster is gone lah!!!
Its like.
What the fucking hell am i left with those kind of feeling?
What the fucking hell am i left with those kind of feeling?
Somehow i feel really empty like you're gone for good too..
Dont know why..
But I just cant stop crying for 30mins already.
I cried literally as much as when i cried for you that time k.
Wth really cannot stand it..
She fucking threw it down the big dustbin where ill never see it anymore...!!!
I WANT MY BOLSTER BACKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It already part of my life.
I guess only you'll know. ):